In english
- Teacher: Do any of you guys watch the Simpsons?
- *barely anyone raises hand*
- Teacher: South Park?
- *some people raise hand*
- Teacher: Boondocks?
- *all the black people raise their hand*
- ...I would have had to raise my hands too.
March 2012
- wake up: exhausted
- 12 am: exhausted
- 3 pm: fucking exhausted
- 5 pm: really fucking exhausted
- 7 pm: about to pass out
- bed time: the energy of 5 million condensed suns
February 2012
i hate my body.
im not fat, but i am very chubby, i hate my stomach, butt and legs and im starting to get little spider veins on my legs. im so sick if feeling so down on myself, so i am going to start getting fit, and eating healthy. for real this time.
Please don’t say that. Feel comfortable in the skin that you’re in! I have a very similar body as yours and I used to feel the same way. But I learned that all body types and sizes are equally beautiful and I’ve learned to work my wardrobe to bring more attention to the positive aspects. You should do the same! Don’t focus on the negative, pay attention to your, in your opinion, prettier features. Good for you for doing something about it though instead of just sitting and complaining like most people do!
Alacia, there is no reason to be so happy. This is just a simple blog, and I'm a simple person. But I am deeply humbled by your comments. This is one of the reason, you and others, why I keep on going with my blog. I apologize, it took me a lot of time to check my tags and saw your post. I just thought of doing it now and sure I was in for a surprise. I love your blog, I followed you too. Keep going, keep doing what you love and love will find you in return. -xx K
Thank you Karl! It’ was really surprising because you and your blog are really inspirational and have helped me a lot. And no, it’s not just a simple blog and a simple person. You inspire, influence, and bring joy to people every day when they need it the most all and want nothing in return. Personally, you’re advice is some of the best that I’ve ever been given. In today’s society, there aren’t enough people with a heart like yours, that cares so much for people you have never ever met. It may seem simple on your end, but on our ( your followers) end, you are a sense of positivity, hope, and happiness. Something that we all need.
I’ve gotten to the part of being sick when you begin to be delusional. I literally was just sitting on my floor, playing my violin in guitar style, and singing a seven minute song about being sleepy, not being able to breathe, lab reports, and the boondocks.
I got a two at solo-ensemble guise c:
I’m pretty happy about this because I felt like I really deserved a three! The stuff that I got wrong mostly pertained to me not playing my music the way that it was written in its time period. I played the Minuet in G by Bach which was written in the 1800s. Its funny how some things like music never fade and last forever! But I have to remember, the playing style and technique must not fade either.
“Don’t wanna live in fear and loathing
I wanna to feel like I am floating
Instead of constantly exploding
In fear and loathing” —Marina and the Diamonds
I wanna to feel like I am floating
Instead of constantly exploding
In fear and loathing” —Marina and the Diamonds
“I will never understand why I ended up this way or what the reason was for. I’ll never understand why this world is so fucked up and barely anyone cares. I’ll never understand a lot of things, like why people lie, cheat, and steal. Why they are rude, mean, bitchy, horrible, and inconsiderate. I’ll never understand how pain never goes away. I’ll never understand love or hate. I’ll never understand life.”
—(via wordsandlyrics)
- My Chemical Romance: If there's a place that I could be then I'd be another memory. Can I be the only hope for you? Because you're the only hope for me
- Green Day: Here comes the rain again, falling from the stars. Drenched in my pain again, becoming who we are
- Blink 182: Are you afraid of being alone? Cause I am, I'm lost without you, are you afraid of leaving tonight? Cause I am, I'm lost without you
- All Time Low: Your love is the barrel of a gun, so tell me, am I on the right end? I could be nothing but a memory to you, don't let this memory fade away
- A Day To Remember: It's Monday morning and I would kill for a chance to drive. Get so far away from here with you my dear, that I'll never leave your side
- The Maine: I'm sorry, I'm not what you wanted, I'm sorry, I'm sorry I let you down and I could use some poor excuse 'cause the hardest thing to say,it's the hardest thing to say in the world, I'm sorry
- Nevershoutnever: I love you five times more than any boy from before, 'cause all they really cared about was weather you put out. And I truly believe, that this love could be.
- Bring Me The Horizon: I won't give up on you, These scars won't tear us apart. So don't give up on me, it's not too late for us. And I'll save you from yourself
- Nicki Minaj: You a stupid hoe, you a you a stupid hoe. You a stupid hoe, you a you a stupid hoe. You a stupid hoe, you a you a stupid hoe. You a stupid hoe, you a you a stupid hoe. You a stupid hoe, yeah you a you a stupid hoe.You a stupid hoe you a you a stupid hoe. You stupid stupid, you a stupid hoe
“Through others, we become ourselves.”
—Marina and the Diamonds
I feel much more prepared for solo ensemble now. I just played along with two different professional youtube videos and it looks like my bowings are correct after all. Relieved♥
