Wth? My dash is like 99% pure bs right now. Where did all this come from?
- me: im gonna start eating healthy
- me: is that a cake
I love orchestra so much =^~^= One of the only places where I am completely happy and comfortable<3333333
There are numerous occasions where I start to think about something minusculely orc related and then I won’t stop thinking about orc for the whole night- reminiscencing on memories, inside jokes, my relationship with each my close friends in there, music, future concerts, and so much more. Then I start to realize how different its going to be next year because Adam and Deonte are graduating, and Michaelina isn’t taking it next year and Kylie already moved away :’( I’m still gonna see Michaelina but I’m gonna miss Deonte and Adam so much! I seriously might cry on our last day. LOL I’m so serious though.
today I wrote a poem:
why is it so hot
it is not yet summer
it’s only march, dang it
hot hot nope don’t want it nope
hot me don’t like
I am a puddle
I love Michaelina soooooo much!!!!!!!!! She is just the best girl in the whole world!!
I just realized that I, along with 99% of everyone else, needs to just get over our little teenager issues. Oh, school is stressing you out? Well it’s temporary. This girl just talked about you, he cheated on you, you got a bad grade, you feel as if you have no real friends, you hate everyone, you’re a little heavier or darker thank you’d like, you don’t like some aspect about your physical appearance? Get over it. I say this as nonchalantly as possible. Because none of this amounts to the feeling of losing someone who meant the world to you: someone who has left an everlasting mark on who you are, someone who helped raise you, someone who was your childhood. None of that is comparable to knowing that you won’t ever be able to make another great memory with that person. All that stuff doesn’t come anywhere near the longing and wishing to hug that person one more time and tell them how much they mean to you and how much you love them. I’d like to see ANYONE say that any of our teenager BS is as bad as losing a family member, or friend. All of that is temporary. Death is permanent..