I have these rally random moments where the only thing I want to do is really talk to someone. I want to engage in deep conversations on the truth behind Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind, on how reality is just a fallacy created in our brains to satisfy out individual needs, on how much the education system is bs yet how I can’t seem but want to excel in it. But then I realize that I don’t have anyone to talk to. So I think to myself, “Wow, I really should try to find someone”… But I have no clue how to do that. Then I just give up. That’s the problem. In these moments, I feel like I’ve become too content with being discontent with loneliness  I realize my ‘social position’, understand that I am not okay with it, and I do not execute any action so to better my condition. It’s as simple as that. 

(Source: )